For awhile now, i've really been doubting myself, feeling like crap, fo real, & like i fucking said, i hate being this little pussy bitch.
what can i say, i am a fucking girl, i get these fucking emotions of sadness and anger and shit.
its nice to be fucking commended/recognised, whatever you call it. you put your heart into something, you know it's gonna be risky, but you do it anyway, just cause you love it.
J Diary has been something I've been working on with Yukie for the past few months/ beginning of this year.
it's really taking flight, and its beginning to transform into something we've worked hard for.
from evonnz's instagram, the nail episode.
from Miyake's blog, the ep im working on now
and of cuz my dear little Yukie.
and i guess its safe to say most of the time, the talents don't really give a fuck about the crew, like we be some shadows, lurking behind the pillars, sticking to the walls and shit; it is honestly nice, that people just say nice things about you, or like just a thank you; not to mention that some of them are like well known bloggers/people, thats like a notch higher just cuz you know that although they are, who they are, they've been eating lotsa humble pie and have been keepin' it real grounded.
there are definitely some that treat my crew and i like we're not there, fo real, not that they are fucked up to us, but like literally like, we're not there, not even a hello, goodbye, thank you. bitch, up yours, crusty ass faced bitch, shut yo trap hoe.
just fucking do what you've gotta do, cakes.
-a
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