C a k e s : October 2012

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

your life is not bad.
you're just making it sound depressing and sad.
your fucking mindset,
change it.
dammit.
you cant have the best of everything,
make do of what you have and fucking do it right,
make it fucking awesome, fucking prove to them that you're capable of more.
do something and stop feeling sorry for yourself.

i dont wanna regret posting this but i think i will,
but you have to wake up.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

this is basically how im feeling right now. WO DE GAN JUE.

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the shits i take here are fucking huge. so awesome.

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Hey, be positive and be happy, life's tough, i wanna be happy too, its difficult, but we cant hit the red X button on life right?
Learn and be the best that we can, that's the only way out.
Lets try our hardest and stay strong.
I hope that you're doing fine.

I hope I'll be fine.

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Only you can be the aching in my heart.

Only you.

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who knew that these people would mean so much to me.
being away from them has really opened my heart.
i miss them, so much.

i dont think they feel the same way as i do, busy with school, A lvls, class, fyp, itp, imagina (you know who u are hehehe そうだよね~), so yeah. not that im damn free or anything, but I am just the one person here. it gets pretty depressing. lol. so dramatic, ace, 3 mths only, wtf man.

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Oh.
i fucking miss cussing and pointing my middle finger in front of people's faces. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck this shit motha fucker ass cock dick face.

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goonight n goopie.

Love,
acey

im graduating soon.
i dont think i will be the only one that feels slightly, confused (?) . in fact, i am already very lost, very lost and very confused and supar dupar unrealistic. (my dream to live in japan for awhile, work in Pokemon Company/ Game Freak. really ace, really? )
this is a very unsatisfying feeling.
i am very unsure.
dammit. when i was 15, i wanted to stay 15, and never grow up.
i never want to grow up, you have no idea. (btw thats why my fav disney movie is Peter Pan. lol.)
dammit, so many responsibilities and all that shit i would need to take care of.
this is a very unsettling feeling.
i am very lost.
arrrrgg. growing up is tough.
arrrrrrrrggggggggggggg. fuck.

i am very angry.
i want to kill all the people.

-ace

Monday, October 29, 2012

Will you listen?
Well, at least try.
Please?

-ace

Sunday, October 28, 2012

YOUNG MONEY CASH MONEY.

this deserves a post by itself lol.

just waiting to get whacked again.

H! SK8.

omg ok plz dont judge me, i saw that H! SK8 thingy on a shirt so yeh. groossss gross grossss. but this is soooo petto's type of girl omg. HAY! DAT BE ME THEN!!!

THUG LYFE WITH TANZ. been livin in the ghetto neighbourhood.

Love,

Ace da thug cake.

♪ Only You - Ellie Goulding
♪ Memories - Weezer

HOLYYYYYYYYY MACAROOOOOONZ.
the weather here is really strange lol, but it is verli nicey.
apparently there is a pattern, so it;'' be cold for a few days, then it'll fog like cray then it'll rain and lastly the day after the rain, it'll be fucking hot. it was like 20 degrees out today. da 4 of us went to union sq and fisherman's wharf (again) today. lol union sq is fucking big ok.

anyway, not much to say, hmmm maybe when i see the photo i post, i will rmb small stories and i will tell u. nah jk. k. lol. nope. yes.

beautiful san francisco sky. looks like roasted chicken

mah outfit today. i rly love a lot.

i looooooove. can u see mah sweater?

COOL CATS. COOL CTAS EVERYWHERE.

on da Bart towards Powell street station.

fisherman's wharf. another clam chowder place. not as good tho.

lol we took photobooooth! supar small booth.

wax museum. meh.

only Einstein looked real.

OH YEAH.

guess who.

Amerikan Goth!c

last sunday! plz look at mah face lol.

waiting to get whacked.

lol phil.

me filming tanz filming rev. scott.

OH there was a fire arnd San Bruno i think lol. so da boss and i climbed out the window to check it out. lol

WANTED TO BUY THIS AT URBAN OUTFITTERS BUT ITS LIKE 8 BUCKS. :( my heart is too cheepo. someone wanna dare me, pls give me 10 bucks.

mah fucking salty pretzel at the Grand National Rodeo.

... so they played gangnam style and one whole sector started dancing..... i videoed it lol.

fucking exciting. we were like cheering and shouting like crazy. larry and i are going to protest against animal cruelty, against. lol. one of the protesters outside the stadium was like, " does this bull look happy to you? NO!" HAHAHAAH laugh like siao.

we went to adobeee for SF cutters talk.

yup, it was a longggggggggggggggg and dry talk lol, but learn some stufffff la

fuckign nice office. duh.

SO COOL.

ticket for lucky draw. ellis won lol. 646188!

& pillow i wanted to steal for petto.

stuck in adobe lol and the internet was fucking shit.

OH YES I BOUGHT THIS BAG OMG SO NICE. SO BIG AND WATER PROOFFFF. SO I CAN WOMIT ON IT. LOL MY SISTAZ WILL UNDERSTAND.

new shoes i love so much.

LOL ok side track, saw this photo on fb. lol fucking love marinz face.

ellisu and i. we apparently wore the same thing!

HAHHAHA skypu with petto but he left for pitching, so i sorta just lurked and stalked.

skypu with this fat shit.

ask me go skype then he go eat lunch, lol. RAMEN AND UDON. so hungry for udon now :(

MAH BAOBEIZ.

LOL idk why my dadagoat always kissy my mamarat on skypu

AND I SKYPU MIDA AS WELL!!!!!! :D

CARRYING GROCERIES.

chiken wings ah yee cooked, omg so good. tanz and i went cray cray

krispy kreme! baby doughnut

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mah face. lol.

.... o....k....

HAHAH tanz bought this fucing hipstar hat. cannot tank. why u lurking there stranger.

new beanie i lurve.

eating mah fruits. yumz.

mah halloweeeeno photo.

well then! looks like there isnt any interesting stories lol.

videoz

lol

ok.

I HAVE WORK AT 8AM TMR, WHICH IS A SUNDAY :( BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i h8 8am.

Love,

Azcake

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

♪ Anything could happen- Ellie Goulding.

head 2 da bang

hi. it is mah 2nd week here in san franz. if you want to read about our lives here in sf u can go to da http://spdmitsf2012.blogspot.com/

its me, ellisu's, larry's, tania's blog posts. so yehhhhhhhhhh...

SHOW U PHOTOS NOW BAH!

dat be me, going into our room. but ellisu and i moved out to dat room opposite! its more spacious and we need da space for a messy girl like me.

asst. director here. lol hey lisoon, ur husbando harry chua in da haus.

yeh.

interviewing larry about his pants. and why he so fat.

we had earthquake drill lol.

ellisu and i riding da cable car with famous pianist, harry chua.

hahahhahhaha funniest pastor ever.

gangstaz handling camz

US EDITING AT ROTUNNNDDDDAAAAA. ok so we found out that this isnt rotunda, but we're just gonna call it rotunda cuz its the name of the wifi we use there lol.

M3iiEx oNn Da 1sT dA3 0f iiTp~~ first night in mah dorm.

YES I BOUGHT A PAIR OF FUCKING MANLY SHOES OMG SO LOVE SOOOO LOVEEEEEEE. GUM SOLES, BUT PETTO ASKED ME TO BE CAREFUL CUZ I MIGHT FALL DOWN AND PETTO NOT HERE TO CATCH MEEEE LOL. ♥

oh yeh ok story about this pair of shoes:

so there was a shop called Journey downtown union square, (there's one at Tanforan too but... yeh lol.) they sell like skater shoes and what notz, i love the shoes omg, so many and no hello kitty or glitter or flowers!!! YAY. ok so we went in and larry tanz and ellisu sorta just looked and sat around, i found a pair of that i liked and i asked this FUCKING FUCKING FUCKIN ADORABLE CUTE SALES DUDE. OMG HE IS SO CUTE. i think he is like half black or half hispanic or smth la, definitely. so yeh he attended to me. ( YAY!!! i love black ppl, o m g i love black guys, SO FUCKING HOT SO MUCH FUCKING SWAG-DNA THEY HAVE.) OK THEN. he said they didnt have that pair in my size but he showed me another pair that was black and had the gum sole. ok. so cute. ok then he even showed me 2 other similar pairs and i was like eeee no. lol so i tired on the pair that he brought to me, he passed me one shoe and when i was done wear it i asked for the other and he said 'no!' so i said, " well ok then, i'll just walk right outta this shop..." and i began to stand up, then he said, " hahaahah! all right all right!" he passed me the other shoe and i tried it on and OMG DAMN NICE PLZ CB KIA, O M G SO GORGEOUSOSSSSOOS. k. so i decided to buy it so i turned to him and said, "nah.. " while shaking my head, and he looked at me so disappointed! HAHAHH SO CUTE, then i said " hahaha nah just joking, i'll get it." then he replied, " OH MAN! you got me there!!!" then we laughed lol. lol. lol. ok then at the counter he asked me if i wanted a bag, ( there is a new law in sf, cuz they like wanna go green all, if u want a bag, like a normal paper or plastic bag, you needa pay 10 cents.) i said nah its fine, cuz my other shoopping bags had space. then he said, " well, i wont charge you 10cents for it..!" and he like gave this fucking cheeky smile all, lol. then i said, 'ok then!" lol FREE PLASTIC BAG. i learn for petto, student meal. ^_^