Anywayyyyy I dunno what to post also just wanna remind myself how I’m feeling now, I have been like a mother hen, clearing the ‘new’ house, not really new la cuz we moved it like around 3 or 4 months ago lol but I’m getting it baby ready for baby Akina-chan (aka Popi-chan!) it’s been great so far, only in Oct, that was the worst month, bleeding and going back to Sg for my ah gong’s funeral and also finding out my father has lung cancer... that really broke me, but as of now he’s going thru chemo therapy and it seems like it’s working good for now so we are all trying to stay positive! I’m really happy that he is keeping a positive mindset and saying that he can’t wait to meet his grand daughter. I really hope he recovers well, from the tone and volume of this voice, it seems like he is getting much better cuz when I was back in Sg in Oct, he was huffing and puffing and getting really breathless after talking for awhile, but now when I skype mum, he can shout HI BABY from his bed so far away hahaha so that’s good, I’m happy. Also charice and Yukie (popi’s 2 god mamas) has been such awesome friends, taking care of me as well as Bets and Robs, really so so so grateful for them... they always visit and bring not just gifts but so much joy to the fam, what would I do without them sia.
Yusaku has been a great hubby, always loving and tolerating my sudden bursts of anger and frustrations lol he always says I love you to be randomly, hugs and kisses not just me but my tummy, talking to Popiah (that’s what he calls her) and is always so supportive overall, we can’t wait to meet her. I really hope he can stay this way even after she’s born lol pls be a supportive hubby and father okie Yuzu. But ya he is very ganbatteru with his work and I although he is super mendokusagari and likes to do stuff in his own time, I see his big ol face lol I just love his so much. Also he said I look more kawaii now cuz I put on weight, lol not bad give you points for that. Also my MIL and my sister in laws are so cute and supportive! My MIL always accompanies me to the doc appointments and I love going and hanging out with her after for like lunch and stuff, she’s really the best of the best and I’m so blessed and lucky to have her as my MIL sia seriously. She always knows what to say when I’m down and troubled or even when I fight with her son, I love her so much omgggg. Oh popi is kicking me so hard right now what are u doing are you breakdancing oh she’s upside down now yay!
A lot has happened and my work and boss and just the whole company have been really supportive too, allowing me to work from home which helps a lot cuz our new house is pretty far now, compared to the previous house la.
I really hope that Popi will be born happy and healthy and just... super happy and healthy lol. Popi, if you ever read this, mummy and otoosan love you so much! Daisuki da yo. Please be safe and happy and healthy forever hahaha you are very loved and I want to kiss and hug you. Everything is so surreal ahhhh like howwww?! Like I came to japan 5 years ago and now 5 years later, I’m married and going to have a kid, izzz so crazyyyy, it’s awesome.
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