C a k e s : 2011

Sunday, August 14, 2011

セン

Isn't this guy mad goodlooking. ughhhhh srsly i am mad over him. so damn sexy i cant. i am not even kidding. unable to comprehend this right now. ♥

love,

i am gonna try posting more here idk, its gonna be the end of this sem so... yeah!

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

まずい。

days.

so i deleted the whole tokyo album on facebook.

idk why, just felt like it.

but before i deleted it, i went thru all the pictures one last time.

then, dramatically, i saw this picture, (wow, my life)

with the caption; i luv jun.

little cutie jun. wtfdidijustsay.

but not sure if it is reciprocated, ...and shit.

i miss you, pigstar.

love,

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

hmmm. i actually typed a whole small lot of things.. but it didnt get posted... guess its not fated, for me to post things like that.. and i cant rmb what i typed..

but i do rmb the last sentence;

dear ジュンさん why are you being like this to me?

you are breaking my stupid heart.

and i really mean it.

love, az

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

♪「MirrorDance」-androp

♪ 「どんな未来にも愛はある」- flumpool

hi. i am going to upload a shitload of pictures of MYSELF. cuz my dear ともだちちぇり want to see. and well, cuz i can. it is... my dead blog. so. i guess if you hate me..... you should fuck off now i guess. cuz even i think its too much for me too handle... these photos.... wow. 2much4mi.

so here we/you go!

2009/2010/2011.

starter.

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friend's olympus camera. taylor momsen makeup, sorta.

new dp?

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red long hair wig.

mid length brown wig

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my own hair. lol. at carol's house, we were playing with shit and she did da makeup for me.

NDSiXL cam.

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digital cam. from long ago, decided to upload since i am alrdy gonna post all these pictures. ... might as well go all out right.

srsly how can ppl not like thick make up. fuck all that ~natural~ shit. goodbye.

Love,

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

the ganguro shoot from like million years ago.

i wanna live here, in Giratina's reverse/distortion world.

whoa this girl looking like me.

Saga my love. lol.

my nose looks nice here. :3

wah chio bu carol.

HAHAHAHA super long ago, he was trying out my pri sch nerdy specs.

hi pigstar. so cutie pie. y u eating my hair. ♥

Love,

i kinda just want to get away from like everything; school, and all that shit. damn why does school have to start so fast. i hate school. reason why i hate school is really because i hate everyone in school. hate the people hate that ppl in poly are so... disgusting, so typical, predictable, hate typical ppl. srsly, the way they behave. the way the speak. and so irresponsible.

i dont have like a person to turn to when i feel like shit. everyone's so childish, simple minded. srsly, i hate my class people. i hate my school.

i need like my old secondary school mates. i need to talk/hang out with them. i feel like im gonna die of stupidity if i stay with the ppl in poly. ppl in poly dont appreciate the stuff you do for them. on a heavier note; ppl always think im the bad guy, just cause im a lil bit more fierce and hard headed. but srsly, DO U GUYS THINK U WLD BE ABLE TO GET RESULTS THIS GOOD IF I WAS STRICT. NO, REALLY, SERIOUSLY, FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT. I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE NOT VERY SMART, BOTH ACADEMICALLY AND STREET WISE. BUT SRSLY, YOU GUYS ARE SO OLD ALRDY. GET YOUR ACT TGT AND FUCKING DO THINGS RIGHT. IF U DO I WOULDNT HAVE TO FUCKING SCOLD U FOR NOTHING.

k. another matter; DONT GET OTHER PPL TO 'HELP' (DO) YOUR FUCKING ASSIGNEMENTS, FUCK YOU. FUCKING CHEATER. DO YOUR OWN WORK OMG. SWEAR YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO BE A VALEDICTORIAN, THAT PERSON WHO HELPS YOU DESERVES A FUCKING AWARD FOR BEING SO BLOODY PATIENT. DAMNIT SRSLY. I HATE IT WHEN PPL DONT DESERVE THE GOOD IN LIFE WHEN THEY SRSLY DO FUCKING NOT DESERVE IT FUCK MAN THE WORLD. FUCK.

k. next. idk alrdy. lol. i guess abt J. he has no idea how the fuck i feel about him. its annoying. but whatever. i think i am just gonna let that be.

so my rant has come to an end, kinda. im a lazy fucker so bye.

I AM IN PAIN MY LIPS HURT CUZ I SPLIT IT.

Love,