Am I a bad person?




"yes."

i heard him play live at Atomi, he was practicing, so i guess it wasn't reeeallly a real performance, and i was in a 'meeting' but i kept looking over, & i couldn't stop looking at him, and it was so beautiful, this song.


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Self indulgent.
Shit, i havent been blogging at all.
can i just spam a bunch of photos...

夏祭り

oooba san same face.

pikachu represent \m/

vv and i hahahah

vv and her soccer buds

...k

not sure how this pose caught on.......

but hay look, me werkin'

mah budz

MAH BAOBEIX

random photo of The Novembers, cuz they are my ultimate love.

one day my hair became like that.

ricey cam

good for selfies.

hi

kiss u

bought mario and luigi dream team lol doesnt explain the pikachu get up tho.

i also fear that ppl will not love me cuz i have a round face.

dat is all...

Love,

Ace

靠自己
Rely only on yourself.
Yup. ain't nobody gonna help you.

Observer effect

-A

Bitch, you will feel pain until it is over.
Last round, no regrets.

I wanted to blog, but my computer suddenly went crazy....
i had like 20GB of free space in my C drive, and while i was using after effects, the window popped out and said theres no more space in my drive to do this action, then i went to check and like i had 200MB of free space left................. :'(
im damn fucking sad. HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN. :( im so sad and disappointed....

so here is a photo of me lor. ok byebye.

-A

apparently.

• Breathe deeply, from your diaphragm; breathing from your chest won't relax you.
  Picture your breath coming up from your "gut."
• Slowly repeat a calm word or phrase such as "relax," "take it easy." Repeat it to yourself while breathing deeply.
• Use imagery; visualize a relaxing experience, from either your memory or your imagination.
• Nonstrenuous, slow yoga-like exercises can relax your muscles and make you feel much calmer.

the fuck.

Question;
the word 'relax' pisses me off,
so will the rest work for me......................
also, a 'relaxing experience' will be me smashing your skull. (not on a hard surface, you might get hurt; i know my anger is momentary, therefore i do not want to hurt you in the long run.)

fun fact: i hate meds, any kind of pills or syrup.... feels like it messes the shit out of my whole body. but natural /organic cures or remedies are fine, eg. mint tea is good for a tummy ache.


-a

うるさい

da fuck man.
what the fuck is going on in my life.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
feels like downhill from here on.

----different.


cry a fucking river, pussy bitch.

WAKE
THE
FUCK
UP.

-a


a poor ruler got hurt in the making of this.

aoyagi fumiko,

UGHHHHH so pretty.


Love,
Cakes

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA im gonna post diz.

watch out DEUR, u r sPeCiAl2mi. nutty lurve. 

Love,

Ace

♪ Kick&Spin- Champagne

For awhile now, i've really been doubting myself, feeling like crap, fo real, & like i fucking said, i hate being this little pussy bitch.
what can i say, i am a fucking girl, i get these fucking emotions of sadness and anger and shit. 

its nice to be fucking commended/recognised, whatever you call it. you put your heart into something, you know it's gonna be risky, but you do it anyway, just cause you love it.

J Diary has been something I've been working on with Yukie for the past few months/ beginning of this year.
it's really taking flight, and its beginning to transform into something we've worked hard for.

from evonnz's instagram, the nail episode.

from Miyake's blog, the ep im working on now 

and of cuz my dear little Yukie. 

and i guess its safe to say most of the time, the talents don't really give a fuck about the crew, like we be some shadows, lurking behind the pillars, sticking to the walls and shit; it is honestly nice, that people just say nice things about you, or like just a thank you; not to mention that some of them are like well known bloggers/people, thats like a notch higher just cuz you know that although they are, who they are, they've been eating lotsa humble pie and have been keepin' it real grounded. 

there are definitely some that treat my crew and i like we're not there, fo real, not that they are fucked up to us, but like literally like, we're not there, not even a hello, goodbye, thank you. bitch, up yours, crusty ass faced bitch, shut yo trap hoe.

just fucking do what you've gotta do, cakes.

-a