I'm kinda wondering right now if I should care..? Yeh I should. But it is so pissing I feel like crap n FUCK YOU MOF BAMF omg this is a very shitty feeling.... I didn't do it on purpose. .....
Really..
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Actually I do know what to say. Too much to say but honestly I am upset. I just don't know if I shd say anything.
Seriously never felt like that in a long time.... And I shd do smth abt my revengeful attitude, it ain't doing any good for me.
Fuck fuck fuck,
I do love you!!!
So fucking very much.
I know I know I know
I know I know I know.
The only thing I don't know is if I want 2letugo.
SAD.
It's fair, I am looking at it from your perspective and yes I have been a selfish obnoxious(whatever that means) asscrack, Im sorry. I don't know how to redeem myself and I fucking don't know what to do or say right now..if it's any consolation to you, I do feel smth in my heart like sadness or smth... I'm just fucking apologetic.

姫 teardrops on my laptop.
(I still need to be a lil bit funny to keep the peeps right,)

Bday Boy Byo!

Ah. i finished watching bbf and now i am incredibly bored out of my skull.. sad.

nth to watch... like season 1's over, season 2's over... bbf's over... so hullo uae bff... dark brown...

i dont know how many times i watched bbf.. i just love to see sam get picked. woohoo.

and no, i am not going to watch any other show. caroline ann's my new bff. caroline cresswell's bbf.

HAHAHAH sing sing sing lena!

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saga............................. omg love him forever, cute sexy hottie. i wanna be his best friend (yes. fucking... influenced by ms hilton.) but if i want to be his bff, im gna have to be lesbian. but i cant cuz im in love with him. ok i sound really ridiculous right now.

Lovely hair

Happy Bday Byo! i absolutely love you to bits! btw, new member/bassist, really cool.

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i got a pict of this person's hairstyle, its really really cute and i love it but i am nvr gna show it to you.

Love,

AzCake

Saga

54 MINUTES?!

hi, so i am still isolating (myself from 'everyone'), its really gr8, its refreshing and it really helps get all that crap out of your head. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. but u dont have crap, neither do i. but i like not going out and watching paris hilton. HA H A AHAH HA. jk. watching her show, my new bff and bbf.

so yeh 54 mins is the time i need to wait to continue watching bbf. :(

oh well, might as well blog since im getting a lot of... 'complaints'.... cuz i havnt been blogging or whutever. *flips my new purple pink icelandic-blonde (hahah icelandic.) hair.*

welllll. last week. i went for sicc's ang pao bowl. carol was so sweet to come n support me! :) i won 30 bucks and a hamper. fucking small lil girl only got like whut, 3 ang paos? but every ang pao sht got was a pig, a hamper and yu sheng thing. like wtf.

k then we headed down to town to circle star to drink.

i feel old saying that,,, like, i dont even read the freaking news or work, so its like...weirdddddie.

suanhong accompanied us and it was fun, hahahaha.

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nyappy. i will def post more.... visukei stuff.. like i am a lil i dunno not into it now soooo... yeh.

then whut do i listen to?

well let me tell u its def not kpop. HA HA HA, only Oh! cuz i love snsd! yoona's sooo pretty!

im like listening to............... caro's singing... like everyday on the phone. HAHHAHA fucking fun i tell u. i miss ternaoshinkai! hahhaha havnt talked to her in ages!!!

ok its time for me to get back to my life now, hopefully one of you will become a part of it one day.

....

TOO MUCH PARIS HILTON.

oh i dreamt of it. like, her new bff azia ver. HAHAHHAHA hilarious.

i got eliminated during the final 3... so it was left with carol and teranna! HAHAH random right?!

fuckkkking hell. ms hilton has polluted my brain.

here r some random picts.

SAM and Onch!!! how cute, love sam, adorable!

random ruki pict. NORT ALL IZ GAY BITCHAS. (..typical.)
Sammy, Onch and Stephen! sam and onch are such cutsie-poos and i think stephen is a hottie~ and i love this photo! its so freaking adorable! its like, bbf,bf/gf/f,bff! so cool.

random miyavi pict. looking really hot here.
and lastly, dont kill me but i am in love with adam lambert.

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k on second thought.

stab me.

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JOKING MAN. dont freaking point anything sharp on my body.

but i still love him, hottie.

Love,

Azcake

SAGA. yeh duh i still love my hot bassist.