靠自己
Rely only on yourself.
Yup. ain't nobody gonna help you.

Observer effect

-A

Bitch, you will feel pain until it is over.
Last round, no regrets.

I wanted to blog, but my computer suddenly went crazy....
i had like 20GB of free space in my C drive, and while i was using after effects, the window popped out and said theres no more space in my drive to do this action, then i went to check and like i had 200MB of free space left................. :'(
im damn fucking sad. HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN. :( im so sad and disappointed....

so here is a photo of me lor. ok byebye.

-A

apparently.

• Breathe deeply, from your diaphragm; breathing from your chest won't relax you.
  Picture your breath coming up from your "gut."
• Slowly repeat a calm word or phrase such as "relax," "take it easy." Repeat it to yourself while breathing deeply.
• Use imagery; visualize a relaxing experience, from either your memory or your imagination.
• Nonstrenuous, slow yoga-like exercises can relax your muscles and make you feel much calmer.

the fuck.

Question;
the word 'relax' pisses me off,
so will the rest work for me......................
also, a 'relaxing experience' will be me smashing your skull. (not on a hard surface, you might get hurt; i know my anger is momentary, therefore i do not want to hurt you in the long run.)

fun fact: i hate meds, any kind of pills or syrup.... feels like it messes the shit out of my whole body. but natural /organic cures or remedies are fine, eg. mint tea is good for a tummy ache.


-a

うるさい

da fuck man.
what the fuck is going on in my life.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
feels like downhill from here on.

----different.


cry a fucking river, pussy bitch.

WAKE
THE
FUCK
UP.

-a


a poor ruler got hurt in the making of this.

aoyagi fumiko,

UGHHHHH so pretty.


Love,
Cakes